dedicated to the original Burnside family 🤜🔥🤛 Starting adultlife at the precious age of 13 abandon by the only security comfort bloodstream no longer pumping through this expanded heart without hope or resources the pilot light goes dark no child should have to experience that fucked up part of the painedbody life at such an early start but it’s better than the bark of stepfather monstershark who physically tries to tear us apart on the daily!! It was a dart to my heart when mom put her arms around him and said son it’s time for YOU to depart kicked to the curb by this false patriarch this work of art has to now disembark with no lion heart spare parts A new chapter starts "a penniless boy" who sleeps in the dark at the amusement park of Burnside skatepark Every day wondering & searching for inner salvation by consuming poisonous firewater medications but the selfhate is ever squeezin my life In the direction of mosthigh treason blocking out the innerlight beacon with every coming day and night seasons of life looking for any reason to get in a fight & destroy every peice of this shit of a life "Heal thyself and you heal generations before and after..." are the words of the innermaster within all masses it’s all ONE in the cosmic pasture lower versions of life can be a fucking disaster for the polarized bastard who hates him Self and the whole world living plastered and unmastered "a tiny bubble of laughter i become the sea of mirth itself"!! Skateboarding literally saved my life global family and universal language of light! gave me a vessel and path so I could take flight took me off the streets and strengthened up my drive to stay alive gave me food and family and Burnside the greatest inner freedom I couldn’t even describe... but I’ll try.... In the session with the homies and you finally stomp the move that took many slams over the course of many moons feels like you won the spiritual lottery all at once —well deserved boom!! elevated in an instant with no more gloom open lotus is in FULL bloom! with infinite head and leg room to stretch out the tomb and escape the courtroom of doom and gloom and then you find it was worth it thousandfold kaaaBoommmm!! in that moment that seemed the most devastating actually turn out to be the most elevating having the best day skating and filming tricks with Tux that took up to four years in the making.. Holy activating!! It was amazing!!! the pearly gates were just right there!! opening & pulsating ... but on the outer 3D it was perceived incriminating and humiliating Posted up in the ICU for 2 weeks circulating in and out of the body temple repelling throughout the tunnel of infinite loving-light reuniting with past loved ones from multiple incarnations that PURE LOVE voltage if felt in the 3D would be electrocution greeted by arch angel Gabriel who said with perfect soul-knowing resolution:: “LOVE is the only TRUE reality all else is an illusion” Returned to the earth mothership Heart beaming!! sights and sounds are now more pristine!! ever-gleaming!! life takes on a deeper meaning with no ceiling and after four years of healing Karuna comes in without kicking and screaming so freeing!! ultimate well-being! divine overseeing! and ultimately guaranteed to return to the Supreme BEing that is Meee.... that is YOU... WE are GODs . . we all have our own versions of this FOLLOW YOUR BLISS